Mini Update (full blown rant)

I'm still alive. And frustrated. And exhausted. And every other negative in the world.

Got the house, got the puppy. Both are going pretty good. Puppy wakes up in the middle of the night still sometimes to go potty. Husband doesn't seem to wake up to her loud whining so I end up the one taking her out. It's killing my sleep. I feel absolutely drained today. I had to get up at least 3 times last night to deal with the puppy. I'm going to try and get to bed early tonight. We'll see how that works. Father in law got upset about me going over my texts this month. Well if he wouldn't have cut my texting down, we wouldn't have this problem. I had 1000, but money got tight so it went down to 500. Then without warning he must have changed it to 250 without me knowing. I told him he could cut my minutes (I only use 15-30 a month) but he chooses to cut the one thing I always use. Whatever. And he won't let me pay for it. He just gets pissed. So I was thinking of changing to Virgin Mobile but the husband said we can't afford the switch right now. Oh so we could buy two new video games (MW3 and Skyrim) and he wanted me to buy that tv yesterday ($850) but I can't switch my phone to unlimited everything except minutes ($100 phone and $35 a month). Bull. If he wants it, we find a way to get it. If I want it, I have to fight tooth and nail and guilt trip him into letting me get it. And he wonders why I'm so effing manipulative. It's the only way I get anything. Like the puppy. I only got her because he said he would get me one for my birthday. Then we had to wait for the house. Finally I just went to the shelter and picked one out.

My mom and her fiance surprised us the other day. They showed up at our house at 8 in the morning. They live 13 hours away from us. It was really nice seeing them. I had been having a hard time with the holidays and it helped being able to see my mom. My dad still isn't really talking to me. I talked to him on thanksgiving for 3-4 minutes (A miracle by any means). We went out to Cracker Barrel with some of my husbands family for Thanksgiving. It was nice.

I'm still behind in most of my classes but I think I'll do ok. I have Wednesday and Thursday off of work so I'll be able to work on stuff then hopefully.

I've been pretty sick. Went to doc again for the coughing thing. This time I had a fever too. After coughing stopped, fever stayed. It's slowly going down now. It's been a week. If I don't feel better soon I'll go back. It really sucks.

Ok well I thought this was going to be a mini update but it ended up a huge rant. Oh well. Time to try and do some homework or sleep. Yay.

Birthday and such

I never actually got to post anything about my birthday so here is a condensed update. My mom never called but she said something on Facebook. I guess that is enough now a days. My dad called around 6 ish. My step mom sent me a text around 6:30. I got a card from my grandma and a picture from my mom. (it's a pic of an apple martini thing done by Godard) Other than that I got some comments on Facebook. One friend sent me a text. Hubby said happy birthday and promised a puppy when we get our house. Spent afternoon alone. Co worker came over then when hubby got home we went out for dinner and drinks. He picked the place. I chose the bar. Bartender felt bad or something and gave me 3 free drinks. Came home. Had another co worker come over. Drank and went to bed. Oh and got 100% on a history test. Can't believe I didn't even get a card from my dad. I even gave him one this year. Whatever. I'm just in a pissy and depressed mood lately. I'll update on the funeral some time later. I want to go to bed now.