Still here

I'm still here. I'm doing a little better now. My mom called the other night and we tried to do the whole talking thing. It got really awkward near the end because neither of us knew what to say. She says she's trying. I'm not sure whether or not I should believe her. It really hurts having her say she's trying then turn around and give up shortly after.

I went to the eye doctor to see if I have any coverage so I can get contacts. I don't have any coverage. I'll have to play or it all out of pocket. I'm worried to see how much it'll cost. I want purple or green contacts with my prescription so I don't have to wear glasses.

My classes are going really good so far. I've kept up with stuff and I'm understanding everything that we're going over right now. Let's hope it stays like this. My psych class is going to be amazingly easy. We haven't even covered all of Chapter 1 yet. I'm used to covering one chapter per class period. I'm still understanding most of my math stuff. When I have questions I still ask my hubby but I'm getting it for the most part. Plus in my spanish class I'm way ahead.

I'm still having mood issues. Hopefully I'll get into a doctor soon to get back on my meds. I'm going to see if my father in law will set up an appointment for me at his doctor's office. I need to start situating things. I've also got to look up a new counselor that will work with my insurance and knows how to deal with BPD.

Anyways. I'll try to update a little more often but I get easily distracted. I'm off to play WoW