Happy New Year

Happy new year! I've decided to make a new years resolution. It's not one that's impossible to achieve, like becoming a millionaire. It's not one that I can mess up by eating, like losing 30 pounds. It's one that I've tried and tried but give up on. It's one that will be really hard. It's one I'll really want to give up. My resolution is to get the help that I need. I'm going to get back on meds. I'm going to find a good psychologist. I'm going to be honest with the psychologist. I'm going to find new, better behaviors. I'm going to start the healing process.