HI. ish.

Got a decent amount of things done since the last update. I have half of my SOC paper written so far. I'm hoping to get it done some time later this week. I want to have it done before this weekend. I wrote the paper on the piece of renaissance art piece. She hasn't graded it yet, but I got it turned in. I finished my BUS take home test and turned it in this morning along with my homework. Now I have the chapter 6 take-home test. The teacher told me I had until next Monday to do it and the homework. I read all of the Edgar Allen Poe works and a couple extra ones for class. I still have to do the last two art tests online. One is due this Friday, the other is due next Friday.

The husband and I are thinking about trading houses with my father-in-law. It's looking to be like a lot of work, and I'm very stressed out about it. I'm worried about the money, me possibly getting a job, getting my last two semesters done, and just the whole moving process. I'm finding it very hard to sleep at night. My mind keeps racing. If we did this, it would mean very big changes, and I'm not really sure I'm ready for that. It would be a good thing for all of us, but it would take a lot of work.

I talked to my father-in-law this morning and he's finally going to try and go back to a counselor. I really hope this helps him, he's been acting a little different lately, and it has me worried. He hasn't seemed like himself lately. Even my sister-in-law noticed it when she was up for Thanksgiving.

On the note of having a new job, I had hinted to my husband that maybe I could go to a counselor and finally get my borderline personality disorder diagnosis, and maybe get on Social Security. If I did this, we would be able to better handle the big move if we decided to go with it. I don't really like the idea of being on disability, but I'm not sure if I'd be able to handle having a job right now, especially with my anxiety getting worse.

I guess I'll do my last day of the thankfulness thing.

11.30 I am thankful for my mother who still sends me little gifts, (okay not so little) even though I'm 23.

Oh well, I better get going and do something productive. Sitting around and staring at a screen in front of me is not a good thing right now. The husband got a nifty new headset for the gaming system so I might as well go play call of duty. It's not very productive, but it keeps my mind busy.