Meh.

Just meh. Tired, cold, and frustrated with the cat constantly whining.

Hubby went back on the road yesterday morning at about 10am. I've spent the last two days playing Call Of Duty: Black Ops II and watching Dr. Who. My ex boss got in yesterday and went straight to bed. She said she'd talk to me today but I haven't heard from her. I'll send her a text tomorrow asking when she wants me to drop off her key. My husband's friend's girlfriend was supposed to stop by last night (she's driving from MI to FL) but she stopped early. I completely understand being tired and driving. I'm not mad. I'm just alone feeling.

I'm struggling with my weight again. I gained a LOT of weight when I moved into this house. I just can't seem to lose any of it. So now, I'm going to try and fast a little bit before thanksgiving. In the last two weeks I've dropped about 6 lbs. If I can keep this up, I'll be happy. I'm tired of not fitting into my clothes, I'm tired of always being out of energy, I'm tired of getting winded, and I'm tired of comparing myself to my father in law. I'm going to change this. Starting now.

Time for thankfulness

11.16 I am thankful for the ability to play video games and to be able to afford them.
11.17 I am thankful that my father has not started any drama in quite a while.
11.18 I am thankful for a week off school so I can gather myself before the end of the semester.
11.19 I am thankful for my husband's family that will be joining us on Thanksgiving at my father in laws house.


Sort of cynical at times. I'm trying to work on that. Technically I am thankful for all of that. Yeah. I should find something else to do. I know. Typing up more of my book. Manuscript is 106 pages,  35,787 words.