Bad Mood

I know I shouldn't put super personal stuff out on the internet but I just need to vent. We don't have enough money to cover bills this month. We didn't last month either. We had to ask my father-in-law for $600 last month. To make it worse I just found our garbage bill that is already a month late and it's another $60 that we won't have. My husbands check needs to be at least $600 this week to cover everything and I doubt it will even come close to that. Then the second I woke up, after a night of no sleep because him and the dog hogging the bed, he instantly said we needed to clean the house. So I spent the last hour cleaning the office, dining room, sweeping the kitchen, and cleaning a bit of the living room. I just can't do this anymore. I'm sick of being an adult. I want to go make a fort and cry in it.