Can't stop crying. Everything is upsetting me and there's no rhyme or reason to it. Put in 4 hours at work this morning, putting in another 3 or so later tonight. Then I work at least 32 hours next week. I don't think my boss is coming back because I had to create the schedule and my district manager said he was going to get working on hiring someone to help me out.
I think something at work made me sick. My stomach is killing me. I keep getting headaches and more often than not, I have dizzy spells where I can barely walk. These spells last for much too long. Sometimes they last hours. It's awful. My temperature is only 98.0 though. I just want to have a week or two to catch up on all the sleep I've been losing.
I'm going to talk to my counselor on Friday. I don't know if I can do this. I want to bring in money, but I feel like crying every time I have to get up to work. I just want it all to stop. Today while working, I honestly considered asking my counselor if there was a way to "get away" for a couple days without spending a fortune. I just ... I don't know. I need help.
No comments:
Post a Comment