Trying to focus

Today has been pretty nice. Ron is visiting his brother in Illinois and Zach had class at 7:30am. I woke up around 11 something to just the sound of birds outside the window. It was really nice. I took my pills. (felt sick for a little bit again but it went away after a couple minutes) Then I went and got the mail and cleaned up the house a little bit. So far no weight loss. I've actually gained 2lbs. My blood pressure is going down so that's good. One of my bruises is getting better, the other is getting worse. It hurt to sleep on my left side (the one I normally sleep on) so that sucked. I finally got through 3/4 of my inbox. (paid surveys) I've still got 7 more to do. I gave up on studying for my test tonight. I just can't seem to read the textbook. When I do I get distracted or the words look fuzzy. I'm trying to write my speech outline (informative on borderline personality disorder) but I just can't figure out what I want to say. Maybe Zach can help me tonight. Then I've got to type it out and put on my flash drive for class tomorrow. (the outline not the actual speech) Then I've got an english test. (should be really easy) After that I've got my psych appointment. I called and figured out where it was. I'm getting even more nervous about it. Then in my math class I'll hopefully figure out what I got on the test last Thursday. I'll be sooooooo happy if I aced it. If I did, Zach and I might go out to dinner or something. I think I'm going to go obsessively exercise until I'm exhausted, then maybe I'll be able to study or write my outline.