Low

Another low. Can't stand it. Still it's only day 3 of my meds. To cheer me up earlier, me and the hubby cleaned out the car. Then he made dinner for us because I didn't want to go by the hot stove after being in the near 90 degree weather. Then for some reason he got in a grumpy mood too and we bickered. Then we just kind of shrugged it off. I want to spend time with him but he's getting sick and he keeps saying he wants his alone time. I try to give it to him but when is the us time? Having him not talk to me about stuff is bothering me too. I just want to cry. The past two nights he's fallen asleep in the living room. I don't even want to wake him up right now. If he doesn't want to bother coming to bed, then he'll sleep in a chair. I don't give a damn. I'm super upset and I don't know what to do. It's so annoying. Still I'm cut free. It's taking more effort than I thought.

On a brighter note. The world hasn't ended. . . yet.