Frustrated

I'm really frustrated right now. Last week I was told that if I wanted to change counselors, I had to talk to the Clinical Director. When I went in today, they said I had to talk to my counselor. If I was able to talk to my counselor about this, I wouldn't need to come in when she's not there and ask one of the receptionists about it. So. . . I've decided, at tomorrows counseling appointment, I'm going to tell my counselor that I can't afford it anymore because of financial problems at home. Then, when I get my insurance back, I can go out and find a counselor that can actually deal with my problems and offer healthy alternatives.

On a different note, I'm starting to lose weight again. After this weekend I was up to 158.6 + and this morning I was 156.8 My biggest problem with losing this weight is that I'm always hungry. Right now, I feel like I'm starving. The biggest problem is, we don't have the healthiest food in the house and we don't have the money to go out and buy food. This sucks.